I don't know how to act around him, should I be flirty? sexy? friendly? distant? How do you act different with someone that you always used to have a way of acting with them? I cuddled with him last night, it felt nice to be in his arms. I feel so different than everyone else, I'm always thinking about sex and things to do with sex and it scares me the way I'm so emotionally dependent on sex. It's not the person, it's more the act. I feel like a complete slut, but it's a secret between you and me, right? :) Sex makes me feel happy and centered, at the same time it's hard not to form connections with the people you engage with in sex. I'm still learning how to keep my feelings separated from the rest of my thought process. I want to be able to be detached in that sense, seems like I need a little more time.
Love this post...There are alot of people in the world and some I know personally who are true sex addicts, but refuse to admit it. I dont think there's anything wrong with having alot of sex but with whom and where is the issue for me...sex is the best when its safe and when you wake up in the morning you shouldnt feel bad...
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